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 appeared, thereby producing some useful guineas. I read them and liked their strength of style and intensity of emotion. But they were profoundly pessimistic and "the gloomy Dean," who was prophesying woe, had an able seconder in Wickham Brand, who foresaw the ruin of civilisation and the downfall of the British Empire because of the stupidity of the world's leaders and the careless ignorance of the multitudes. He harped too much on the same string, and I fancied that editors would soon begin to tire of his melancholy tune. I was right.

"I have had six articles rejected in three weeks," wrote Brand. "People don't want the truth. They want cheery insincerity. Well, they won't get it from me, though I starve to death But it's hard on Elsa. She's having a horrible time, and her nerve is breaking. I wish to God I could afford to take her down to the country somewhere, away from spiteful females and their cunning cruelty. Have you seen any Christian charity about in this most Christian country? If so, send me word, and I'll walk to it, on my knees, from Chelsea."

It was in a postscript to a letter about a short story he was writing that he wrote an alarming sentence.

"I think Elsa is dying. She gets weaker every day."

Those words sent me to Chelsea in a hurry. I had been too careless of Brand's troubles, owing to my own pressure of work, and my own fight with a nervous depression which was a general malady, I found, with most men back from the war.

When I rapped the brass knocker on the house in Cheyne Walk the door was opened by a different maid from the one I had seen on my first visit there. The other one, as Brand told me afterwards, had given notice because "she couldn't abide them Huns" (meaning Elsa), and before her had gone the cook, who had been with Wickham's mother for twenty years.