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 "I've seen the truth of things, pretty close—almost as close as death."

"Yes," said Brand in a low voice. "You were pretty close to all that."

The girl seemed to be anxious to plunge deep into the truth of the things she had seen.

"The Germans—here in Lille—were of all kinds. Everything there was in the war, for them, their emotion, their pride in the first victories, their doubts, fears, boredom, anguish, brutality, sentiment, found a dwelling-place in this city behind the battlefront. Some of them—in the administration—stayed here all the time, billeted in French families. Others came back from the battlefields, horror-stricken, trying to get a little brief happiness—forgetfulness. There were lots of them who pitied the French people, and had an immense sympathy with them. They tried to be friends. Tried hard, by every sort of small kindness in their billets."

"Like Schwarz in Madame Chéri's house," said Brand bitterly. It seemed to me curious that he was adopting a mental attitude of unrelenting hatred to the Germans, when, as I knew, and as I have told, he had been of late on the side of toleration. That was how his moods swung, when as yet he had no fixed point of view.

"Oh, yes, there were many beasts," said Eileen quickly. "But others were different. Beasts or not, they were human. They had eyes to see and to smile, lips to talk and tempt. It was their human nature which broke some of our hatred. There were young men among them, and in Lille girls who could be angry for a time, disdainful longer, and then friendly. I mean lonely, half-starved girls, weak, miserable girls,—and others not starved enough to lose their passion and need of love. German boys and French girls—entangled in the net of fate God pity them!"