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Rh Again I laughed and answered,

Which is dearer to a man, his own life or those of others? Fight and die if you will, O King; or make peace and perchance let others die if you will, O King. They say that Ochus is generous and knows how to reward those who serve him.

Do you mean that I should make a pact with him and betray my people? he asked hoarsely.

Aye, my words may be so read. Hearken. You have great ambitions. You would win the world—and me. My wisdom tells me that only thus can you win the world—and me. Continue this war, and very soon you will lose me and all that you will command of Earth shall be such small part of it as hides your bones. Now make your choice and trouble me no more, who in truth find little joy in timid hearts that fear to take hold of opportunity. Therefore, follow your counsel or my own, I care not which who would be gone back to Egypt to seek a higher destiny than that of consort to a conquered slave.

Whatever I may lose, you I cannot lose, he said slowly. Also your mind is mine. This Persian is too strong for me, and on Egypt I cannot lean too hard lest it break beneath me. These Sidonians, also, are rebellious and murmur against me. I think that they would kill me if they dared, who now call me Child-murderer because I gave my son in sacrifice to please the priests.

Mayhap, King, I answered carelessly, since mobs are fickle. I repeat that the wise man and he who would be great does not think of others but of himself.

I will consult with my General, Mentor the Greek, for he is far-sighted, he said, and left me.