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 Of all such woes as winter: what am I, Love, that have strength but to desire and die, That have but grace to love and do thee wrong, What am I that my name should live so long, Save as the star that crossed thy star-struck lot, With hers whose light was life to Launcelot? Life gave she him, and strength, and fame to be For ever: I, what gift can I give thee? Peril and sleepless watches, fearful breath Of dread more bitter for my sake than death When death came nigh to call me by my name, Exile, rebuke, remorse, and—O, not shame. Shame only, this I gave thee not, whom none May give that worst thing ever—no, not one. Of all that hate, all hateful hearts that see Darkness for light and hate where love should be, None for my shame's sake may speak shame of thee.' And Tristram answering ere he kissed her smiled: 'O very woman, god at once and child, What ails thee to desire of me once more The assurance that thou hadst in heart before? For all this wild sweet waste of sweet vain breath, Thou knowest I know thou hast given me life, not death. The shadow of death, informed with shows of strife, Was ere I won thee all I had of life. Light war, light love, light living, dreams in sleep, Joy slight and light, not glad enough to weep, Filled up my foolish days with sound and shine, Vision and gleam from strange men's cast on mine, Reverberate light from eyes presaging thine