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403 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 403 this occasion there might have been a fitness in doing so, she decided, after a moment's hesitation, to make no superficial exception. "Yes, I have heard," she answered; "but as I don't want you to go to Rome I won't tell you." " Just as you please. I shall see for myself," said Goodwood. Then, inconsistently for him, "You have heard she is un- happy ! " he added. " Oh, you. won't see that ! " Henrietta exclaimed. " I hope not. When do you start 1 " " To-morrow, by the evening train. And you 1 " Goodwood hesitated ; he had no desire to make his journey to Rome in Miss Stackpole's company. His indifference to this advantage was not of the same character as Gilbert Osmond's, but it had at this moment an equal distinctness. It was rather a tribute to Miss Stackpole's virtues than a reference to her faults. He thought her very remarkable, very brilliant, and he had, in theory, no objection to the class to which- she belonged. Lady correspondents appeared to him a part of the natural scheme of tilings in a progressive country, and though he never read their letters he supposed that they ministered somehow to social progress. But it was this very eminence of their position that made him wish that Miss Stackpole did not take so much for granted. She took for granted that he was always ready for some allusion to Mrs. Osmond ; she had done so when they met in Paris, six weeks after his arrival in Europe, and she had repeated the assumption with every successive opportunity. He had no wish whatever to allude to Mrs. Osmond ; he was not always thinking of her ; he was perfectly sure of that. He was the most reserved, the least colloquial of men, and this inquiring authoress was constantly flashing her lantern into the quiet darkness of his soul. H wished she didn't care so "much ; he even wished, though it might seem rather brutal of him, that she would leave him alone. In spite of this, however, he just now made other reflections which show how widely different, in effect, his ill-humour was from Gilbert Osmond's. He wished to go immediately to Eome ; he would have liked to go alone, in the night-train. He hated the European railway-carriages, in which x>ne sat for hours in a vice, knee to knee and nose to nose with a foreigner to whom one presently found one's self objecting with all the added vehemence of one's wish to have the window open ; and if they were worse at night even than by day, at least at night one could sleep and dream of an American saloon-car. But he could not take a night-train when Miss Stackpole was starting in the morning ; it seemed to him that this would be an insult D D 2