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141 THE PORTRAIT OF A LADY. 141 best way to help me will be to put as many hundred miles of sea between us as possible." " One would think you were going to commit a crime ! " said Caspar Goodwood. " Perhaps I am. I wish to be free even to do that, if the fancy takes me." "Well then," he said, slowly, "I will go home." And he put out his hand, trying to look contented and confident. Isabel's confidence in him, however, was greater than any he could feel in her. Not that he thought her capable of commit- ting a crime } but, turn it over as he would, there was something ominous in the way she reserved her option. As Isabel took his hand, she felt a great respect for him ; she knew how much he cared for her, and she thought him magnanimous. They stood so for a moment, looking at each other, united by a hand- clasp which was not merely passive on her side. "That's right," she said, very kindly, almost tenderly. " You will lose nothing by being a reasonable man." " But I will come back, wherever you are, two years hence," he returned, with characteristic grimness. We have seen that our young lady was inconsequent, and at this she suddenly changed her note. "Ah, remember, I promise nothing absolutely nothing!" Then more softly, as if tu help him to leave her, she added " And remember, too, that I shall not be an easy victim ! " " You will get very sick of your independence." " Perhaps I shall ; it is even very probable. When that day comes I shall be very glad to see you." She had laid her hand on the knob of the door that led into her room, and she waited a moment to see whether her visitor would not take his departure. But he appeared unable to move ; there was stiil an immense unwillingness in his attitude a deep remonstrance in his eyes. " I must leave you now," said Isabel ; and she opened the door, and passed into the other room. This apartment was dark, but the darkness was tempered by a vague radiance sent up through the window from the court of the hotel, and Isabel could make out the masses of the furniture, the dim shining of the mirror, and the looming of the big four-posted bed. She stood still a moment, listening, and at last she heard Caspar Goodwood walk out of the sitting-room and close the door behind him. She stood still a moment longer, and then, by an irresistible impulse, she dropped on her knees before her bed, and hid her face in her arms.