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water-moons, blown into lights

Of flying gold on pool and creek,

And many sounds and many sights

Of younger days are back this week.

I cannot say I sought to face

Or greatly cared to cross again

The subtle spirit of the place

Whose life is mixed with Rose Lorraine.

What though her voice rings clearly through

A nightly dream I gladly keep,

No wish have I to start anew

Heart fountains that have ceased to leap.

Here, face to face with different days,

And later things that plead for love,

It would be worse than wrong to raise

A phantom far too fain to move.

But, Rose Lorraine—ah! Rose Lorraine,

I'll whisper now, where no one hears—

If you should chance to meet again

The man you kissed in soft, dead years,

Just say for once "He suffered much,"

And add to this "His fate was worst

Because of me, my voice, my touch."

There is no passion like the first!

If I that breathe your slow sweet name,

As one breathes low notes on a flute,

Have vext your peace with word of blame,

The phrase is dead—the lips are mute.

Yet when I turn towards the wall,

In stormy nights, in times of rain,

I often wish you could recall

Your tender speeches, Rose Lorraine.

Because, you see, I thought them true,

And did not count you self-deceived,

And gave myself in all to you,

And looked on Love as Life achieved.