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 As a man with his friend, walked they with God, In His abiding presence they abode, And all their acts were open to His face. But I have had to force mine eyes away, To lose, almost to shun, the thoughts I loved, To bend down to the work, to bare the breast, And struggle, feet and hands, with enemies; To buffet and to battle with hard men, With men of selfishness and violence; To watch by day, and calculate by night, To plot and think of plots, and through a land Ambushed with guile, and with strong foes beset, To win with art safe wisdom's peaceful way. Alas! I know, and from the onset knew, The first-born faith, the singleness of soul, The antique pure simplicity with which God and good angels communed undispleased, Is not; it shall not any more be said, That of a blameless and a holy kind, The chosen race, the seed of promise, comes. The royal, high prerogatives, the dower Of innocence and perfectness of life, Pass not unto my children from their sire, As unto me they came of mine; they fit Neither to Jacob nor to Jacob's race. Think ye, my sons, in this extreme old age And in this failing breath, that I forget How on the day when from my father's door, In bitterness and ruefulness of heart, I from my parents set my face, and felt I never more again should look on theirs, How on that day I seemed unto myself Another Adam from his home cast out, And driven abroad unto a barren land