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 spectacle of this transformation. But, how was it actually possible for that quiet and modest boy to change all at once into a drunken buffoon? Could it all have been latent in him from childhood, and have come to the surface directly the yoke of his parents' control was removed? But that he had made the dust fly in Moscow, as he expressed it—of that, certainly, there could be no doubt. I have seen something of riotous living in my day; but in this there was a sort of violence, a sort of frenzy of self-destruction, a sort of desperation!



two months these diversions continued And once more I was standing at my drawing-room window, looking into the courtyard All of a sudden—what could it mean? there came slowly stepping in at the gate a pilgrim a squash hat pulled down on his forehead, his hair combed out straight to right and left below it, a long gown, a leather belt  Could it be Misha? He it was!

I went to meet him on the steps 'What's this masquerade for?' I demanded.

'It's not a masquerade, uncle,' Misha answered with a deep sigh: since all I had I've squandered to the last farthing—and a great repentance too has come upon me—so I 