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 Bhagavan (to Nitya): Well! and why did you not go there ? Nitya: Revered Sir, I was unable to go to Dakshineswara. I was out of sorts. There were pains all over my body. Bhagavan: Are you keeping well now ? Nitya: Not very well, I am sorry to say. Bhagavan: You would better remain one or two notes below the highest in the scale. Nitya: Company does not suit me. They say all manner of things of me. That puts me into a fright. At times I am quite free from fear and I feel the spirit within me. Bhagavan: That is only natural. Who is your constant companion ? Nitya: Tarak. At times he does not suit the state of my mind. Bhagavan: Nangta (Tot a Puri) used to say