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 E passed each other, turned and stopped for half an hour, then went our way, I who make other women smile did not make you— But no man can move mountains in a day. So this hard thing is yet to do.

But first I want your life:— before I die I want to see The world that lies behind the strangeness of your eyes, There is nothing gay or green there for my gathering, it may be, Yet on brown fields there lies A haunting purple bloom: is there not something in grey skies And in grey sea? I want what world there is behind your eyes, I want your life and you will not give it me.

Now, if I look, I see you walking down the years, Young, and through August fields—a face, a thought, a swinging dream perched on a stile—; I would have liked (so vile we are!) to have taught you tears But most to have made you smile.

To-day is not enough or yesterday: God sees it all— Your length on sunny lawns, the wakeful rainy nights—; tell me—; (how vain to ask), but it is not a question—just a call—; Show me then, only your notched inches climbing up the garden wall, I like you best when you were small.

Is this a stupid thing to say Not having spent with you one day? No matter; I shall never touch your hair Or hear the little tick behind your breast, Still it is there, And as a flying bird Brushes the branches where it may not rest I have brushed your hand and heard The child in you: I like that best.

So small, so dark, so sweet; and were you also then too grave and wise? Always I think. Then put your far off little hand in mine;—Oh! let it rest; I will not stare into the early world beyond the opening eyes, Or vex or scare what I love best.