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 'I stood, caught in the whirl of thoughts his appeal had set going.

'I heard my lady's voice.

'"Dear," she said; "but if they have need of you"

'She did not finish her sentence, she let it rest there. I turned to her sweet face, and the balance of my mood swayed and reeled.

'"They want me only to do the thing they dare not do themselves," I said. "If they distrust Gresham they must settle with him themselves."

'She looked at me doubtfully.

'"But war" she said. 'I saw a doubt on her face that I had seen before, a doubt of herself and me, the first shadow of the disary that, seen strongly and completely, must drive u> apart for ever.

'Now, I was an older mind than hers, and I could sway her to this belief or that.

'"My dear one," I said, "you must not trouble over these things. There will be no war. Certainly there will be no war. The age of wars is past. Trust me to know the justice of this case. They have no right upon me, dearest, and no one has a right upon me. I have been free to choose my life, and I have chosen this."

'"But war" she said.

'I sat down beside her. I put an arm behind her and took her hand in mine. I set myself to drive that doubt away—I set myself to fill her mind with pleasant thing again. I lied to her, and in lying to her I lied also to myself. And she was only too ready to believe me, only too ready to forget.

'Very soon the shadow had gone again, and we were hastening to our bathing-place in the Grotta del Bovo Marino, where it was our custom to bathe every day. We swam and splashed one another, and in that buoyant