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 thoughtful and confused. He looked me straight in the eyes and understood what I was feeling, and it grieved him. I seized a moment when we were alone together to say, 'Dear Bernard, we have done very wrong. I forgot my duty; I broke faith with my husband whom I love truly and devotedly. I don't know what happened to me,' I said to him, 'but when we were together yesterday I felt as if I loved you.

"You have always loved him, Agnes, since the first time you saw him," said her husband in a very quiet gentle tone.

Agnes trembled a little. She wanted to look up at her husband, but could not, and she went on hurriedly:

I am very sinful,' I said to Bernard Horn, 'because I love you both, my dear husband and you. This is a great sin in the sight of God and of men,' I said, 'a sin, because a wife ought to be faithful to her husband, and he to her. Dear Bernard,' said I to him, 'I shall always cherish the sweet memory of last night, but what happened then must never be repeated, and I must never again walk alone with you on this beautiful shore. And you, dear Bernard, must give me your word that you will never ask me what I cannot give you,