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Rh distresses; yet I shall at present endeavour to set forth only the mournful and complaining representations of his eireumstancescircumstances [sic] that he makes before the throne of God.

I. If I could but come near the mereymercy [sic]-seat, I would confesseonfess [sic] how great my sins are, and I would pray for pardoning graeegrace [sic]. I would say, “How vile I am by nature;” I would count my original descent from Adam the great transgressor, and humble myself at the foot of a holy God, because I am the descent of such a sinner. I would tell him how much viler I have made myself by practieepractice [sic]: “I have been an enemy in my mind by nature, and guilty of many wicked works, whereby I have farther estranged myself from him.” I would tell my God how multiplied my transgressions have been before I knew him, and how aggravated they have been since I have been aequaintedacquainted [sic] with him. I would acquaint him with the frequency of my returning guilt, how I have sinned against mercies, against reproofs, against warnings received often from his word, and often from his provideneeprovidence [sic].

I may appeal to the souls of many present, whether they have not had the greatest freedom of confession of their sins when they have been nearest to God, even though he be a God of holiness. At other times they have not only been averse to confess to any friend, but even