Page:Psychology of the Unconscious (1916).djvu/515

 "Son of the Gods! Oh, were I like you, then could I confidently Call on the Heavenly Ones to hearken to my secret grief. But never shall I see this—I shall bear the disgrace As if I never belonged to her, even though she thinks of me with tears. Beneficent Ones! And yet Ye hear the lightest prayers of men. Ah, how rapt and fervently I worshipped you, holy Light, Since I have lived, the Earth and its fountains and woodlands, Father Ether—and my heart has felt you about me, so ardent and pure— Oh, soften my sorrows, ye Kind Ones, That my soul may not be silenced, may not be struck dumb too early; That I may live and thank Ye, O Heavenly Powers, With joyful songs through all the hurrying days. Thank ye for gifts of the past, for the joys of vanished Youth— And then, pray, take me, the lonely one, Graciously, unto yourselves."

These poems describe more plainly than could be depicted with meagre words the persistent arrest and the constantly growing estrangement from life, the gradual deep immersion into the maternal abyss of the individual being. The apocalyptic song of Patmos is strangely related to these songs of retrogressive longing. It enters as a dismal guest surrounded by the mist of the depths, the gathering clouds of insanity, bred through the mother. In it the primitive thoughts of the myth, the suggestion clad in symbols, of the sun-like death and resurrection of life, again burst forth. Similar things are to be found in abundance among sick people of this sort.

I reproduce some significant fragments from Patmos:

"Near is the God And hard to comprehend,