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78 When you my kindred's lives, my lost life, can restore,

Then may I weep and sue,—but never, friend, before!

Still, let my tyrants know, I am not doomed to wear

Year after year in gloom, and desolate despair;

A messenger of Hope comes every night to me,

And offers for short life, eternal liberty.

He comes with western winds, with evening's wandering airs,

With that clear dusk of heaven that brings the thickest stars.

Winds take a pensive tone, and stars a tender fire,

And visions rise, and change, that kill me with desire.

Desire for nothing known in my maturer years,

When Joy grew mad with awe, at counting future tears.

When, if my spirit's sky was full of flashes warm,

I knew not whence they came, from sun or thunder-storm.

But, first, a hush of peace—a soundless calm descends;

The struggle of distress, and fierce impatience ends.

Mute music soothes my breast—unuttered harmony,

That I could never dream, till Earth was lost to me.