Page:Poems by Currer, Ellis, and Acton Bell (Charlotte, Emily and Anne Brontë, 1846).djvu/58

48 There was an alcove in that shade,

Screening a rustic-seat and stand;

Weary she sat her down and laid

Her hot brow on her burning hand.

To solitude and to the night,

Some words she now, in murmurs, said;

And, trickling through her fingers white,

Some tears of misery she shed.

"God help me, in my grievous need,

God help me, in my inward pain;

Which cannot ask for pity's meed,

Which has no license to complain;

Which must be borne, yet who can bear,

Hours long, days long, a constant weight—

The yoke of absolute despair,

A suffering wholly desolate?

Who can for ever crush the heart,

Restrain its throbbing, curb its life?

Dissemble truth with ceaseless art,

With outward calm, mask inward strife?"

She waited—as for some reply;

The still and cloudy night gave none;

Erelong, with deep-drawn, trembling sigh,

Her heavy plaint again begun.