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 . 19, 1861.] Tis London rushing down a hill: Life, or London; which you will!

And men with brain who follow the bubble, And hosts without, who hurry and eddy, And still press on: joy, passion, and trouble! Necessity’s instinct; true, though unsteady.

Yea, letting alone the roar and the strife, This On-on-on is so like life! Here’s devil take the hindmost, too; And an amorous wave has a beauty in view; And lips of others are kissing the rocks: Here’s chasing of bubbles, and wooing of blocks. And through the resonant monotone I catch wild laughter mix’d with shrieks; And a wretched creature’s stifled moan, Whom Time, the terrible usurer, tweaks.

And yonder a little boy bellows the Topic; The picture of yesterday clean for a penny: Done with a pen so microscopic That we all see ourselves in the face of the many.

Business, Business, seems the word, In this unvarying On-on-on! The volume coming, the volume gone, Shoots, glancing at Beauty, undeterr’d: As in the torrent of cabs we both Have glanced, borne forward, willing or loth.

Is it enough to profane your mood, Arcadian dreamer, who think it sad If a breath of the world on your haunts intrude, Though in London you’re hunting the bubble like mad?

For you are one who raise the Nymph Wherever Nature sits alone; Who pitch your delight in a region of lymph, Rejoiced that its arms evade your own.

I see you lying here, and wistfully Watching the dim shape, tender and fresh; Your Season-Beauty faithless, or kiss’d fully, You’re just a little tired of flesh.

She dances, and gleams, now under the wave, Now on a fern-branch, or fox-glove bell; Thro’ a wreath of the bramble she eyes me grave; She has a secret she will not tell.

But if I follow her more and more, If I hold her sacred to each lone spot, She’ll tell me—what I knew before; For the secret is, that she can’t be caught!

She lives, I swear! We join hands there. But what’s her use? Can you declare? If she serves no purpose, she must take wing: Art stamps her for an ugly thing.

Will she fly with the old gods, or join with the new? Is she made of the stuff for a thorough alliance? Or, standing alone, does she dare to go thro’ The ordeal of a scrutiny of Science?

What say you, if, in this retreat, While she poises tiptoe on yon granite slab, man, I introduce her, shy and sweet, To a short-neck’d, many-caped, London cabman?

You gasp!—she totters! And is it too much? Mayn’t he take off his hat to her? hope for a touch? Get one kind curtsey of aërial grace For his most liberal grimace?

It would do him a world of good, poor devil! And Science makes equal on this level: Remember that!—and his friend, the popular Mr. Professor, learned and jocular, Were he to inspect her and call her a foam-bow, I very much fear it would prove a home-blow. We couldn’t save her!—she’d vanish, fly; Tho’ she’s more than that, as we know right well; But who shall expound to a hard cold eye, The infinite impalpable?

A Queen on sufferance must not act My Lady Scornful:—thus presuming, If Sentiment won’t wed with Fact, Poor Sentiment soon needs perfuming. Let her curtsey with becoming tact To cabman caped and poet blooming!—

No, I wouldn’t mix Porter with Montepulciano! I ask you merely, without demanding, To give a poor beggar his buon’ mano:— Make my meaning large with your understanding!

The cicada sits spinning his wheel on the tree; The little green lizard slips over the stone Like water: the waters flash, and the cone Drops at my feet. Say, how shall it be? Your Nymph is on trial. Will she own Her parentage Humanity? Of her essence these things but form a part; Her heart comes out of the human heart.

Tremendous thought, which I scarce dare blab, man! The soul she yet lacks—the illumination Immortal!—it strikes me like inspiration, She must get her that soul by wedding the cabman!

Don’t ask me why:—when Instinct speaks, Old Mother Reason is not at home. But how gladly would dance the days and the weeks! And the sky, what a mirth-embracing dome! If round sweet Poesy’s waist were curl’d The arm of him who drives the world!

Could she claim a higher conquest, she? And a different presence his would be! I see him lifting his double chin On his three-fold comforter, sniffing and smirking, And showing us all that the man within Has had his ideas of her secretly lurking.

Confess that the sight were as fine—ay, as fair! As if from a fire-ball in mid-air She glow’d before you woman, spreading With hands the hair her foot was treading!

Twere an effort for Nature both ways, and which The mightier I can’t aver: If we screw ourselves up to a certain pitch, She meets us—that I know of her.

She is ready to meet the grim cabman half-way! Now! and where better than here, where, with thunder Of waters, she might bathe his clay, And enter him by the gate of wonder?

It takes him doubtless long to peel, Who wears at least a dozen capes: Yet if but once she makes him feel, The Man comes of his multiform shapes.

To make him feel, friend, is not easy. I once did nourish that ambition: But there he goes, purple, and greasy, and wheezy, And waits a greater and truer magician!