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MY SECRET LIFE hole ﬁrst, then the prick, and to shove gently, and went on so, that I said on a sudden, “Why, you have done it, I think.” “Yes, but only with a particular friend of mine who is very fond of it,—and so am I; it is better than the other.

I felt shocked, bewildered, and excited. The subject dropped, but she sat feeling me, slipping her ﬁnger under my balls, and pressing my arse-hole with her ﬁnger. I prepared to fuck. She suggested she should kneel with her buttocks towards me, so that she could feel my balls when my prick was up her. I assented, and her bum-cheeks were presented to me. Excited by her conversation and her hints, I looked curiously at her large slit, and then at her bum-hole; I touched the latter, and she drove her bum. back upon my ﬁnger with a laugh. I did not take her hint, but drove my prick into her quim and pushed in the regular fashion. Thinking of the pictures excited me and without knowing what I said, I suddenly pulled it out saying, “Let me put it into the other.” “Not tonight,” said she, “put your thumb a little way in, your nail is quite short (she had noticed that I used to bite my thumb- nails short). I instantly did, the next moment spent, and dropped over her back, waiting for the last drop of sperm to run oﬁ into her.

Her hints, her pictures, of which she had actually scores, stirred my curiosity, her manner disgusted me, yet my brain seemed aﬂected. Is it possible, thought I, that a man’s prick can go in there?—impossible. And yet she says she has had it done to her, and my thumb went in easily enough. The more I thought, and the more I reﬂected how a hard turd hurt me sometimes in passing it, the more I was puzzled about —257—