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MY SECRET LIFE upstairs I went again. The whole business, had not occupied ﬁve minutes.

I had once spent by accident in Mary’s hand, and had fear lest it should disgust her. There was some- thing about this aﬁair, which seemed quite different. I could scarcely make out how, with a cunt close to my prick, I had spent as I had done. The next night came, I tried it on at the same hour with the same result. She not only let me feel her, but put my ﬁngers to her cunt, at a place where she wished me to rub her, she meanwhile frigging away at my prick. But I wanted more than this, and just as it was too late, she let me put my prick in. At the ﬁrst spurt of my spunk, she by a twist threw my prick out, and caught hold of it with her ﬁngers, letting me spend over her thighs and linen, but squeezing and frigging at my doodle until it had shrunk thoroughly down.

For a month the same thing occasionally happened. She would let me ﬁnger, feel, rub her (in the nearly darkened kitchen), putting one leg on a chair, or stooping down, or any way to let me feel both inside and outside well. When I got my prick out, she immediately began to frig it. I used to have quiet rows with her, for not letting me put it into her; and when at length she did, I was always near spending; and do not think that more than once, I spent up her completely, so did she manage to throw me out just as my sperm began to ﬂow. All was done standing up.

She treated me like some one she had known for years, did everything before me, talked both baudily, and beastly, called my balls, my cods, and used to say, “Hish! let me piss ﬁrst.” Then she would sit down on a pail in the back kitchen and piss, sometimes —236—