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found no where else. In a comparison of this, with other coun tries, we have the proof of primacy, which vas given to Themis- tocles, after the battle of Salamis. Every general voted to him self the first reward of valor, and the second to Themistocles. So, ask the traveled inhabitant of any nation, in what country on earth would you rather live ? Certainly, in my own, where are all my friends, my relations, and the earliest and sweetest affections, and recollections of my life. Which would be your second choice ? France.

On the 26th of September, I left Paris for Havre, where I was detained by contrary winds, until the 8th of October. On that day, and the 9th, I crossed over to Cowes, where I had engaged the Clermont, Capt. Colley, to touch for me. She did so ; but here again we were detained by contrary winds, until the 22nd, when we embarked, and landed at Norfolk on the 23rd of Novem ber. On my way home, I passed some days at Eppington, in Chesterfield, the residence of my friend and connection, Mr. Eppes ; and, while there, I received a letter from the President, Genera] Washington, by express, covering an appointment to be Secretary of State.* I received it with real regret. My wish had been to return to Paris, where I had left my household esta blishment, as if there myself, and to see the end of the Revolution, which, I then thought, would be certainly and happily closed in less than a year. I then meant to return home, to withdraw from po litical life, into which I had been impressed by the circumstances of the times, to sink into the bosom of my family and friends, and devote myself to studies, more congenial to my mind. In my answer of December 15th, I expressed these dispositions candidly to the President, and my preference of a return to Paris ; but as sured him, that if it was believed I could be more useful in the administration of the government, I would sacrifice my own incli nations without hesitation, and repair to that destination : this I left to his decision. 1 arrived at Monticello on the 23d of December, where I received a second letter from the President, expressing his continued wish, that I should take my station there, but leaving me still at liberty to continue in my former office, if I could not reconcile myself to that now proposed. This silenced my re luctance, and I accepted the new appointment.

In the interval of my stay at home, my eldest daughter had been happily married to the eldest son of the Tuckahoe branch of Randolphs, a young gentleman of genius, science, and honorable mind, who afterwards filled a dignified station in the General Go-

[* See Appendix, note H.]