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 Catherine was aware of this disorder and was desirous of arresting its progress, by conversing with Nanni; but the latter carefully avoided her. In fine, a holy man, Brother William of England, of the Order of Hermits of St. Augustine, pressed him so much, that he consented to see and hear Catherine; but at the same time refusing to pledge himself to do what she might desire: he came in effect, to the house at a moment in which I was myself awaiting the arrival of the servant of God, who was occupied somewhere in the salvation of souls. They informed me that Nanni was waiting to converse with Catherine. I went down with a glad heart, because I knew how much Catherine desired this interview; I announced her absence, but pressed him to wait a little, and to beguile the time, I introduced him into the little cell, sanctified by the spouse of Jesus Christ. After a few moments Nanni became weary and said: " I promised Friar William to come here and listen to this lady; she is absent, and my occupations prevent me from remaining longer; will you be so kind as to excuse me, — but really I have too much to do to admit my tarrying longer."

I was quite distressed by Catherine's absence, but so as to restrain all sign of impatience, I began to speak of reconciliation, but he said to me: 'see, now, you are a priest and a religious, and this good lady enjoys a great reputation for sanctity; I must not deceive you. I therefore tell you frankly, and declare to you that I will do nothing of what you request from me; it is true that I prevent peace, but I wish that it be kept secret. Did I but give my consent, all would be arranged; I refuse; and it is useless to preach to me on that subject, you will obtain nothing; it is already considerable to have told