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 Of my love for Thee, has not fallen asleep, The blood still leaps, and the senses sing, While other passion has oft availed. (Other Love—Ah, my One, forgive!—) To aid, when Churus and Opium failed;— I could not suffer so much and live. Ahi, Yasmini, who had to live!

Nay, why should I say "Forgive" to Thee? To whom my lovers and I are naught, Who granted some passionate nights to me, Then rose and left me with never a thought! And yet, Ah, yet, for those Nights that Were, Thy passive limbs and thy loose loved hair, I would pay, as I have paid, all these days, With the love that kills and the thought that slays. Ahi, Yasmini, thy youth it slays!

The youthful widow, with shaven hair, Whose senses ache for the love of a man, The young Priest, knowing that women are fair, Who stems his longing as best he can, These suffer not as I suffer for Thee; For the Soul desires what the senses crave, There will never be pleasure or peace for me, Since He who wounded, alone could save. Ahi, Yasmini, He will not save!

The torchlight flares, and the lovers lean Towards Yasmini, with yearning eyes, 7