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 wrong; but if it is only a sordid contract, based on material convenience in householding, rating, and taxing, and the inheritance of land and money by children, making it necessary that the male parent should be known—which it seems to be—why surely a person may say, even proclaim upon the housetops, that it hurts and grieves him or her?"

"I have said so, anyhow, to you."

Presently she went on: "Are there many couples, do you think, where one dislikes the other for no definite fault?"

"Yes, I suppose. If either cares for another person, for instance."

"But even apart from that? Wouldn't the woman, for example, be very bad-natured if she didn't like to live with her husband; merely "—her voice undulated, and he guessed things—" merely because she had a personal feeling against it—a physical objection—a fastidiousness, or whatever it may be called—although she might respect and be grateful to him? I am merely putting a case. Ought she to try to overcome her pruderies?"

Jude threw a troubled look at her. He said, looking away: "It would be just one of those cases in which my experiences go contrary to my dogmas. Speaking as an order-loving man—which I hope I am, though I fear I am not—I should say yes. Speaking from experience and unbiassed nature, I should say no.... Sue, I believe you are not happy!"

"Yes, I am!" said she, excitedly. "How can a woman be unhappy who has only been married eight weeks to a man she chose freely?"

"Chose freely!"

"Why do you repeat it?... But I have to go back by the six-o'clock train. You will be staying on here, I suppose?"

"For a few days, to wind up aunt's affairs. This house is gone now. Shall I go to the train with you?"