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 is but a small matter to protract prayer for a long space when it floweth with consolations, but when these are taken away, not to desist, is an admirable act of virtue; for in this humility shineth, patience is eminent, and true perseverance in good works is manifested.

But it is necessary in the time of aridity, to have a greater care of himself, watching over himself with greater diligence, to discuss his conscience more sincerely, and to observe all his words and actions more accurately. For then, when alacrity and spiritual joy (which is the principal oar of his navigation) is absent, with greater vigilance the defect of grace is to be supplied.

When thou findest thyself to be in this state, thou oughtest to think, as St. Bernard admonisheth, that the sentinels which did watch thee, are asleep, that the walls that did defend thee, are broken down, and therefore, the only hope of safeguard to consist in arms, when all is gone which did otherwise protect thee, safety is to be sought with an armed hand. O what deserved glory followeth such a soul, which winneth the triumphant laurel after such a manner, she fightelh a combat with the enemy, without either sword or buckler, is valiant without help, who, although she be alone, sustaineth the whole battle, with as much courage, as though she were compassed round about with troops of auxiliary forces.

This is the chiefest proof, whereby the sin-