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GENIUS AND OTHER ESSAYS

With nameless plants as perfect in their hues—

Perfect in root and branch their plan of life,

As if the intention of a soul were there;

I see them flourish as I see them fall!

But he, who once was growing with the grass,

And blooming with the flowers, my little son,

Fell, withered—dead, nor has revived again!

Perfect and lovely, needful to my sight,

Why comes he not to ornament my days?

The barren fields forget that barrenness.

The soulless earth mates with these soulless things,

Why should I not obtain my recompense?

The budding spring should bring, or summer's prime,

At least a vision of the vanished child,

And let his heart commune with mine again,

Though in a dream—his life was but a dream;

Then might I wait with patient cheerfulness—

That cheerfulness which keeps one's tears unshed,

And blinds the eyes with pain—the passage slow

Of other seasons, and be still and cold

As the earth is when shrouded in the snow,

Or passive, like it, when the boughs are stripped

In autumn, and the leaves roll everywhere.

And he should go again; for winter's snows,

And autumn's melancholy voice, in winds,

In waters, and in woods, belong to me,

To me—a faded soul; for, as I said,

The sense of all his beauty, sweetness, comes

When blossoms are the sweetest; when the sea,

Sparkling and blue, cries to the sun in joy,

Or, silent, pale and misty waits the night,

Till the moon, pushing through the veiling cloud,

Hangs naked in its heaving solitude;

When feathery pines wave up and down the shore,

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