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Rh the time of puberty furnishes the motive power for these dreams. I shall analyse two such dreams, one of which is likewise "a dream of flight." The two dreams are of the same person—a young man with a strong homosexuality, which, however, has been repressed in life.

He is witnessing a performance of Fidelio ''from the parquette of the opera house; he is sitting next to L., whose personality is congenial to him, and whose friendship he would like to have. He suddenly flies diagonally clear across the parquette; he then puts his hand in his mouth and draws out two of his teeth.''

He himself describes the flight by saying it was as if he were "thrown" into the air. As it was a performance of Fidelio he recalls the poet's words:

But even the acquisition of a charming wife is not among the wishes of the dreamer. Two other verses would be more appropriate:

The dream thus contains the "lucky (big) throw," which is not, however, a wish-fulfilment only. It also conceals the painful reflection that in his striving after friendship he has often had the misfortune to be "thrown down," and the fear lest this fate may be repeated in the case of the young man next whom he has enjoyed the performance of Fidelio. This is now followed by a confession which quite puts this refined dreamer to shame, to the effect that once, after such a rejection on the part of a friend, out of burning desire he merged into sexual excitement and masturbated twice in succession.

The other dream is as follows: ''Two professors of the university who are known to him are treating him in my stead. One of them does something with his penis; he fears an operation. The other one thrusts an iron bar at his mouth so that he loses two teeth. He is bound with four silken cloths.''

The sexual significance of this dream can hardly be doubted. The silken cloths are equivalent to an identification with a