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Rh words, freedom, highest self-mastery begin when above the natural self we sée and hold the supreme Self of which the ego is an obstructing veil and a blinding sha- dow. And that can only be when we see the one Self in us seated above Nature and make our individual being one with it in being and consciousness and in its individual nature of action only.an instrument of a supreme Will, the one Will thatisreally free. For that we must rise high above the three gunas, become trigundtita ; for that Self is beyond even the sattwic principle. 'We have to climb to it through the sattwa, but we attain to it only when we get beyond sattwa ; we reach out to it from the ego, but only reach it by. leaving the ego. We are.drawn towards it by the highest, most passionate, most stupendous and ecstatic of all desires; but we can securely live in it only when all desire drops away from us. We have at a certain stage to liberate ourselves even from the desire of our liberation.