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Rh Of love or pity,—haply from the street To bear a wretch plague-stricken, or, with feet Hushed to the quickened ear and feverish brain, To tread the crowded lazaretto’s floors, Down the long twilight of the corridors, Midst tossing arms and faces full of pain. I loved the work: it was its own reward. I never counted on it to offset My sins, which are many, or make less my debt To the free grace and mercy of our Lord; But somehow, father, it has come to be In these long years so much a part of me, I should not know myself, if lacking it, But with the work the worker too would die, And in my place some other self would sit Joyful or sad,—what matters, if not I? And now all ’s over. Woe is me!”—“My son,” The monk said soothingly, “thy work is done; And no more as a servant, but the guest Of God thou enterest thy eternal rest. No toil, no tears, no sorrow for the lost, Shall mar thy perfect bliss. Thou shalt sit down Clad in white robes, and wear a golden crown Forever and forever.”—Piero tossed On his sick-pillow: “Miserable me! I am too poor for such grand company; The crown would be too heavy for this gray Old head; and God forgive me if I say It would be hard to sit there night and day, Like an image in the Tribune, doing naught With these hard hands, that all my life have wrought, Not for bread only, but for pity’s sake. I ’m dull at prayers: I could not keep awake, Counting my beads. Mine ’s but a crazy head, Scarce worth the saving, if all else be dead. And if one goes to heaven without a heart, God knows he leaves behind his better part. I love my fellow-men: the worst I know I would do good to. Will death change me so That I shall sit among the lazy saints, Turning a deaf ear to the sore complaints Of souls that suffer? Why, I never yet Left a poor dog in the strada hard beset, Or ass o’erladen! Must I rate man less Than dog or ass, in holy selfishness? Methinks (Lord, pardon, if the thought be sin!) The world of pain were better, if therein One’s heart might still be human, and desires Of natural pity drop upon its fires Some cooling tears.” Thereat the pale monk crossed His brow, and muttering, “Madman! thou art lost!” Took up his pyx and fled; and, left alone, The sick man closed his eyes with a great groan That sank into a prayer, “Thy will be done!”


 * Then was he made aware, by soul or ear,

Of somewhat pure and holy bending o’er him, And of a voice like that of her who bore him, Tender and most compassionate: “Never fear! For heaven is love, as God himself is love; Thy work below shall be thy work above.” And when he looked, lo! in the stern monk’s place He saw the shining of an angel’s face!

The Traveller broke the pause. “I ’ve seen
 * The Brothers down the long street steal,

Black, silent, masked, the crowd between,
 * And felt to doff my hat and kneel

With heart, if not with knee, in prayer, For blessings on their pious care.” The Reader wiped his glasses: “Friends of mine, We ’ll try our home-brewed next, instead of foreign wine.”

the fairest maid in Hampton
 * They needed not to search,

Who saw young Anna Favor
 * Come walking into church,—

Or bringing from the meadows,
 * At set of harvest-day,

The frolic of the blackbirds,
 * The sweetness of the hay.