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110 And there she sat and talked and looked and laughed And made the mother and the children laugh. Aunt Imogen made everybody laugh.

There was the feminine paradox—that she Who had so little sunshine for herself Should have so much for others. How it was That she could make, and feel for making it, So much of joy for them, and all along Be covering, like a scar, the while she smiled, That hungering incompleteness and regret— That passionate ache for something of her own, For something of herself—she never knew. She knew that she could seem to make them all Believe there was no other part of her Than her persistent happiness; but the why And how she did not know. Still none of them Could have a thought that she was living down— Almost as if regret were criminal, So proud it was and yet so profitless— The penance of a dream, and that was good: Even her big bewhiskered brother Giles Had called her in his letter, not long since, A superannuated pretty girl; And she, to do the thing most adequate, Had posted back sarcastic sheets enough