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Rh *Bowery, debut on, 66
 * night on, 147
 * Burglarized, 241
 * Business success of author, 244

C


 * Cannibalism, 171
 * Career (open) ends, 231
 * Cast out of a camp, 121
 * Castration, 197
 * appeal for at nineteen, 74
 * by self meditated, 41
 * effects of, 198 ff., 230
 * Cause of inversion, 18
 * Ceremony of adoration and of enslavement, 98
 * Chance encounters with associates of other self, 162 ff.
 * Child, hypochondriacal and weak, 31
 * Childhood eccentricities, 37
 * pastimes, 36, 37
 * Childlikeness when adult, 14, 44, 119, 189, 248
 * Chronic overwhelming fear, 146
 * Coitus cum puella, 30, 236
 * Coitus (fellatio) a panacea, 82
 * effects of, 82, 90, 92 ff., 243
 * Coitus, methods of, 89 ff.
 * Conflict of my two lives, 129
 * Conflicts of double life, 162
 * Conversation, samples of, 64, 72, 122, 129, 134, 148, 165, 169, 181, 192, 211
 * Convulsions in early childhood, 31
 * Courtmartialled, 229
 * Cured (practically), 235, 245

D


 * Darkest New York, 154
 * Debut as deliciæ militum, 111
 * as high-class fairie, 122
 * as low-class fairie, 142
 * at Fort X, 191
 * at Fort Y, 202
 * in Fort Z company, 225
 * in Fourteenth Street, 122
 * in Stuyvesant Square, 130
 * on Bowery, 66
 * on Mulberry Street, 71
 * Defecation, incontinence of, 158
 * Depilation, 124
 * Detective arrests, 130
 * Divine ban on celibacy, 161
 * Double-life disclosed, 139, 188
 * reason for, 174
 * Driven to a stripling, 195

E


 * Eavesdroppers, 152, 168
 * Eekhoud on inversion, 20
 * Effects of fellatio on associates, 88, 89, 194
 * Ejaculations in self, 39, 92, 95, 195, 196, 198
 * Ellis’s theory of inversion, 21
 * Encounters with acquaintances of one life while living out the other, 162 ff.
 * Eradication of facial hair, 124, 202
 * Erotic dreams, 46
 * Ethics of inversion, 23, 45, 52, 56, 67, 81, 105 ff., 139, 142, 190, 194, 247
 * Eunuchs by birth, in India, 69, 117, 155
 * Europe, adventures in, 186 ff.
 * Evening with a gang, 78
 * Expelled from university, 140

F


 * Fairie apprenticeship, 77 ff.
 * by destiny, 29, 35, 45, 74, 76
 * defined, 7
 * in all communities, 33, 156
 * other, 32, 33, 125, 155
 * qualifications, 119, 120, 189, 209
 * sobriquets, 155
 * Faith-cure tried, 68
 * Farewell to forts, 216
 * Fourteenth Street, 134