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 could not on his own account think very much of the evening, which the rest of the family were looking forward to with a more equal degree of strong interest. Independent of his two cousins enjoyment in it, the evening was to him of no higher value than any other appointed meeting of the two families might be. In every meeting there was a hope of receiving farther confirmation of Miss Crawford's attachment, but the whirl of a ball-room perhaps was not particularly favourable to the excitement or expression of serious feelings. To engage her early for the two first dances, was all the command of individual happiness which he felt in his power, and the only preparation for the ball which he could enter into, in spite of all that was passing around him on the subject, from morning till night.

Thursday was the day of the ball; and on Wednesday morning, Fanny, still unable to satisfy herself, as to what she ought to wear, determined to seek Rh