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Rh she thought that she had wept all the tears she possessed, but some indeed remained—she wept now more even than before, until it seemed she would weep her whole body away. Tomoyuki, torn by regret and an unbecoming weakness, wished that things could be again as they were, but suddenly reflecting that he must not let others see him in this womanish state he changed his expression and feigned indifference, as if he were completely undisturbed. Here are some of the many poems he composed during the winter of the previous year, after his arrest:

The lay priest Sasaki, the Lord of Sado, escorted him from the capital. At Ausaka Barrier Tomoyuki wrote:

They stopped for a while at a place called Kashiwabara, where the priest was apparently waiting for a reply to the message he had sent to Kamakura about Tomoyuki’s disposition. During this time the priest related to him various tales in which he showed his sympathy. “Everything that happens is the result of actions committed in a former existence. You are not the only one who has been implicated, and I couldn’t very well help you if I didn’t help the others.