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 —Cranly said rudely and flatly.—I call him a pig.—

Stephen, preparing the words neatly in his mind, continued:

—Jesus, too, seems to have treated his mother with scant courtesy in public but Suarez, a jesuit theologian and Spanish gentleman, has apologized for him.—

—Did the idea ever occur to you—Cranly asked—that Jesus was not what he pretended to be?—

—The first person to whom that idea occurred—Stephen answered—was Jesus himself.—

—I mean—Cranly said—hardening in his speech—did the idea ever occur to you that he was himself a conscious hypocrite, what he called the jews of his time, a white sepulchre? Or, to put it more plainly, that he was a blackguard?—

—That idea never occurred to me—Stephen answered.—But I am curious to know are you trying to make a convert of me or a pervert of yourself?—

He turned towards his friend's face and saw there a raw smile which some force of will strove to make finely significant.—

Cranly asked suddenly in a plain sensible tone:—Tell me the truth. Were you at all shocked by what I said?—

—Somewhat—Stephen said.

—And why were you shocked—Cranly pressed on in the same tone—if you feel sure that our religion is false and that Jesus was not the son of God?—

—I am not at all sure of it—Stephen said.—He is more like a son of God than a son of Mary.—

—And is that why you will not communicate—Cranly asked—because you are not sure of that too, because you feel that the host, too, may be the body and