McClure's Magazine/Volume 55/Number 2/Raymond Blair—Drunkard

FEW days ago I was stopping at a house in the country. A boy aged six was exploring my waistcoat pockets as I sat in the smoking-room; his mother, sitting opposite me, was regarding him with proper maternal pride. And then, suddenly, she looked at me.

“Do you know, Dick, I'm sometimes jealous of you.”

With an agility worthy of a conjurer, I saved my gold watch from utter destruction in the grate.

“Why—may I ask?”

“You know—and I don't—about those five years. They're a closed book to me.”

Her husband put down his paper and grinned.

“Curiosity killed pussy, Sheila. Is it not enough that I now grow pigs at home?”

She shook her head vigorously.

“No; those five years are mine, too, Jim. I want to know about them.”

“My dear, they were deuced dull,” he said lazily, but the gleam in his eyes belied his words.

And I knew he was back in the lands that lie beyond the beaten ken, with the smell of strange scents in his nostrils and the sight of strange things in his mind—in the places where laws are made to be broken, and the gun is mightier than the pen. And suddenly I decided that I would put on paper a few of the episodes of those five years when fate threw Jim and me together in lands we are never likely to see again. I am no story-teller; but for what it's worth—here goes.

HE first time I heard Jim Maitland's name mentioned was in the bar of a P. and O. We were two days out of Colombo, going east, and when I confessed my complete ignorance of the man, a sort of stupefied silence settled on the company.

“You don't know Jim?” murmured an Assam tea-planter. “I thought every one knew Jim!”

“Anyway, if you stay in these parts long you soon will,” put in some one else. “And once known—never forgotten.”

They fell into reminiscences of old times, and I was content to listen. Ever and anon Maitland's name was mentioned, and gradually my curiosity was aroused. And when, one by one, they went off to turn in, leaving me alone with the tea-planter, I asked him point-blank for further details.

He smiled thoughtfully, and took a sip of his whisky-and-soda.

“Ever been in a brawl, Leyton, with ten men up against you, and only the couch keeping a fellow with a knife in the background from sticking it into your ribs? Well, that's Jim's heaven, though he'd prefer it to be twenty. Ever seen a man shoot the pip out of the ace of diamonds at ten paces? Jim cuts it out by shooting round it at twenty. He's long and thin, and he wears an eye-glass, and rumor has it that once some man laughed at that eye-glass.” The tea-planter grinned. “Take my advice and don't—if you meet him. It's not safe. He's got his own peculiar code of morals, and they wouldn't wash with an Anglican bishop. He never forgives and he never forgets—but he'd sell the shirt off his back to help a pal.

“Who he is and what he is I can't tell you; whether even it's his right name I don't know. And I've never asked; Jim doesn't encourage curiosity.”

“Yes—but what's he do?” I asked as he finished.

“Do?” echoed the tea-planter. “Why, man, he lives. He lives! He doesn't vegetate, like nine out of ten of us have to.”

With a short laugh, he finished his drink and stood up.

“Well—I'm turning in. That's what he does, Leyton—he lives. Night-night; and you never can tell—you might meet him in Tampico.”

I did—and this was the way of it.

OU probably do not know the Island of Tampico. I will go further and say you have probably never even heard of the Island of Tampico. And in many ways you are to be pitied. If ever there was a flawless jewel set in a sapphire sea, Tampico is that jewel. And because flawless jewels are few and far between the loss is yours.

But on balance you win. For if ever there was a place where soul and body rotted more rapidly and more completely, I have yet to find it. That beautiful island, a queen even among the glories of the South Seas, contained more vice to the square mile than did ever the slums of a great city. For in Tampico there was no work to be done, except by the very few who came for a space on business and departed in due course.

In Tampico, where fruit and enough food could be had for the asking, there was no struggle to survive. In fact, no one ever struggled in Tampico except for one thing—drink. Drink could not be had for the asking! Drink had to be paid for in hard cash. And hard cash was not plentiful among the derelicts who came to that island, and having come remained till death took them, and another false name was written roughly on a wooden cross to mark the event.

AMPICO was out of the beaten track of the big liners by many hundred miles: only small boats ever called—boats principally engaged in the fruit trade, with passenger accommodation for six in the first class. For fruit was the particular trade of Tampico; fruit and various tropical products which grew so richly to hand that it was almost unnecessary to pick them. If you waited long enough they fell into your hands. And nobody ever did anything but wait in Tampico, which is why it was so utterly rotten. Even when a lump of ambergris came ashore, the fortunate finder did not hurry. True, he might knife the man who tried to steal it, but otherwise his movements were placid. There was a dealer in the town, and ambergris meant drink for weeks.

The first time I saw Raymond Blair, he had just found a lump of the stuff, and was, in consequence, utterly and supremely happy. I'd heard about him from MacAndrew the trader, and I watched him with the pitiful interest a sound man always feels for the down-and-outer.

“The most hopeless case of all,” MacAndrew had said to me in the club the night before. “A brilliantly educated man—Balliol, he told me one evening just before he got insensible. He'll spout classics at you by the yard, and if he's in good form—not more than one bottle inside him—he'll keep a dinner-table in roars of laughter.”

“He belongs to the club?” I said.

MacAndrew shrugged his shoulders.

“It's easier to belong to our club here than the Bachelors' in London. He's got money, you see—quite a bit of money. Comes out every month. And he's educated—a gentleman. And he's a drunkard. Hopeless, helpless, unredeemable.” He filled his pipe thoughtfully. “And though it's a strange thing to say, it's better to keep him drunk. It's all that keeps what little manhood is left in him alive. When he's sober he's dreadful.

“Toward the end of the month always, before the money comes, he isn't a man—he's a crawling, hideous thing. Anything, literally anything, will he do to get drink. And there's an Italian bully here who torments him. He loathes him because one night Blair—who was drunk and therefore in good form—put it across the Italian in a battle of words, so that the whole club roared with laughter. And the Italian gets his revenge that way. Why, I've seen him, when Blair has been crawling on the floor—and that's not a figure of speech, mark you, I mean it—crawling on the floor for the price of a drink, make him stand up on a table and recite “Humpty Dumpty” and other nursery rhymes, and then give him a few coppers at the end as a reward. And he's Balliol.”

“But can't anything be done?” I asked.

MacAndrew laughed a little sadly.

“When you've been here a little longer you won't ask that question.”

I was sitting in the window of the club as Raymond Blair came in, and we had the room to ourselves. He had been pointed out to me a few days previously, but he had then been far too drunk to recognize anybody, and from the look he gave me as he crossed the room it was evident that he regarded me as a stranger. I took no notice of him, and after a while he came over and drew up a chair.

“A stranger, I think, sir, to our island?”

His voice was cultivated, and he spoke with the faintest suspicion of a drawl.

“I arrived about a week ago,” I answered a little abruptly. Somehow or other, the thought of this English gentleman standing on a table reciting nursery rhymes stuck in my throat.

“And are you staying long?”

“Probably a month,” I said. “It depends.”

He nodded portentously, and it was then that I saw he was already drunk.

“A charming island,” he remarked, and his hand went out to the bell-push. “We must really have a drink to celebrate your first visit.”

“Thank you—not for me!” I answered briefly.

“As you like,” he remarked, with a wave of his hand. “Most new arrivals refuse to drink with me, in a well meant endeavor to save me from myself. But I'm glad to say it's quite useless—I passed that stage long ago. Such a fatiguing stage, too, when one is struggling uselessly. Far better to drift, my dear sir—far better.”

E took a long gulp of the double whisky-and-soda which the native waiter, without asking for orders, placed beside him.

“I am myself now,” he continued gravely, “only when I am drunk. I am supplied regularly with money from—er—a business source at home, and I am thereby enabled to be myself with comparative frequency. I get it monthly.” He was gazing dreamily out of the window, across the water to the white line of surf where the lazy Pacific swell lifted and beat on a great coral reef. “A most prosperous business, though this month the remittance has not arrived. Most strange; most peculiar. The boat came in as usual, but nothing for me. And so you can imagine my feelings of pleasure when I found yesterday afternoon a quite considerable lump of ambergris on the shore. The trouble is that the dealer is such a robber. A scandalous price, sir, he gave me—scandalous. Still, better than nothing. Though I am afraid my less fortunate confrères outside will have to suffer for his miserliness. Charity and liquor both begin at home. It is the one comfort of having the club: one can escape from them.”

I glanced into the street, and there I saw his confrères. Five haggard, unshaven human derelicts clustered under the shade of a palm tree, eyeing the door of the club hungrily, wolfishly, waiting for this product of a university to share with them some of the proceeds of his find.

“As you see,” he continued affably, “they are not quite qualified for election even to the Tampico Club.”

He dismissed the thought of them with a wave of his hand.

“Tell me, sir, does the Thames still glint like a silver-gray streak by Chelsea Bridge as the sun goes down? Do the barges still go chugging past Westminster? Do children still sail boats on the Round Pond back London way?”

And, for the life of me, I could not speak. Suddenly, with overwhelming force, the unutterable pathos of it all had me by the throat, so that I choked and muttered something about smoke going the wrong way. Hopeless, helpless, unredeemable, MacAndrew had said. Ay—but the tragedy of it, the ghastly, fierce tragedy! “Back London way—”

With wistful eyes he was staring once more over the wonderful blue of the sea, and he seemed to me as a man who saw visions and dreamed dreams—dreams of the might have been, dreams of a dead past. And then he pulled himself together and ordered another whisky-and-soda. He was himself once more: Raymond Blair—drunkard and derelict.

Through all that followed the memory of the haunting tragedy in his face stuck to me. Maybe it made me more tolerant than others were—more tolerant, certainly, than Jim Maitland. For it was in Tampico that I first met Jim, as I have said, and Blair was the unwitting cause of it.

It must have been a month or five weeks later. The fortnightly boat had just come in, and I intended to leave Tampico in her next day. It was tea-time, and, as I turned into the club, I saw a stranger lounging on the veranda. And because in the outposts of Empire one does not wait for an introduction, I went up to him and spoke. He rose as I reached him, and I noticed that he was very tall.

“I'd better introduce myself,” he said, with a faint, rather pleasant drawl. “My name is Maitland—Jim Maitland.”

So this was the man of whom the Assam tea-planter had spoken—the celebrated Jim Maitland, who lived and didn't vegetate.

“My name is Leyton,” I answered, “and I'm glad to meet you. Several strong men had to be helped to bed a few weeks ago after the shock they got when I said that not only had I never met you, but that I'd actually never heard of you.”

He grinned—a slow, lazy grin—and then and there I took to him,

If I shut my eyes, though it's fifteen years ago, I can still see that immaculately dressed figure—tall, lean, and sinewy, the bronzed, clean-cut face tanned with years of outdoor life—and, clearest of all, the quite unnecessary eye-glass. Of the inward characteristics that went to make up Jim Maitland—of his charm, of his incredible lack of fear, of his great heart, I knew nothing at the time.

“Yes—I know most of the odd corners out here,” he said, as we sat down and I rang for a waiter. “Though, funnily enough, I've never been to Tampico before.”

“What's yours?” I asked, as the waiter appeared.

“Whisky-and-soda, thanks,” he answered, stretching out his long legs in front of him. “Yes—as I say—I've never been here before. I've just arrived in the boat, and I want to get off in her again to-morrow rather particularly.”

PECULIAR look, half cynical, half amused, came into his eyes for a moment—a look to the meaning of which I had no clue. And then the amusement and the cynicism changed, I thought, to sadness; but maybe I was wrong. Certainly his eyes were expressionless as they met mine over the top of his glass.

“Here's how,” he said. “You know this place well?”

“Been here six weeks,” I answered. “Going to-morrow myself.”

“Six weeks should be enough for you to tell me what I want to know. I joined the Moldavia at Port Said, and struck up an acquaintance with a little woman on board. She was all by herself—extraordinarily helpless, never-been-out-of-England-before type and all that—and she was coming here. In fact, she's come this afternoon by the boat to join her husband. I gather he's a fruit merchant in Tampico on rather a big scale. Well, when we berthed, there was no sign of him on the landing. So I took her up to that shack of a hotel, and started to make inquiries. Couldn't find out anything, so I came along here.” He put down his glass suddenly and rose. “Hullo! here she is.”

I glanced up and saw a sweet-looking girl coming toward us along the dusty street. Her age may have been twenty-five, but her wonderful freshness was that of a girl of seventeen. And it seemed to me as if Tampico had vanished and I was standing in an old English garden with the lilac in full bloom.

“Mr. Leyton,” murmured Maitland, and I bowed.

She nodded at me charmingly, and then gave him the sweetest and most beseeching of smiles.

“I couldn't wait in the hotel, Jim,” she said. “It's a horrible place.”

“The Tampico hotel,” I laughed, “is not a hotel, but a sports club for the insect world.”

She sat down daintily, and I thought of the few leather-skinned products of Tampico. And then—why I know not—I glanced at Jim Maitland. His eyes were fixed on the girl with that same strange, baffling expression in them that I had noticed before—the expression that in years to come I was destined to see so often. But at the moment I remember thinking that it was, perhaps, as well that he was going by the boat next day.

Then I realized he was speaking:

“He can't have got your letter, Sheila. Or perhaps he is away from the island on business.”

“Well, I asked every one at the hotel, after you went out, but they didn't seem to understand,” she said a little tremulously.

The man turned to me.

“Mrs. Blair has lost or temporarily mislaid her husband,” he remarked whimsically. “A large reward is offered for information as to his whereabouts.”

“Blair,” I said, puzzled, my mind being busy with the fruit merchants of the place. “Blair! I don't seem to know the name.”

“Raymond Blair,” she cried, leaning forward. “Surely you must know him!”

And for a moment it seemed to me as if the street behind her and everything within my vision turned black. How long I sat there staring at her foolishly I know not—perhaps it was only the fraction of a second. But a kindly providence has endowed me with a face that has enabled me to win more money at poker than I have lost; and when I heard myself speaking again, her face still wore the same little eager, questioning smile.

“How stupid of me,” I remarked steadily. “Raymond Blair! Why—of course. The last time I saw him, he was going into the interior of the island, and he did say, if I remember aright, that he might be catching the boat that left a fortnight ago.”

FELT the eye behind that eye-glass boring into me, and I wouldn't meet it. In an island where if a man sneezes the fact is known by the whole community in half an hour, the whereabouts of a leading member of society are not a matter of vague conjecture. But she didn't know it, poor child—with her English ideas. And I watched the smile fade from her face, to be replaced by a little pitiful questioning look which she turned on Jim Maitland.

“Perhaps I could go to his house,” she said doubtfully—“if you could tell me where it is.”

And now I was lying desperately, furiously.

“He was going to have it done up,” I remarked. “I think, Mrs. Blair, that the best thing to do would be for you to go back to the hotel, while I make inquiries as to where your husband is. If he is away from the island, I think you had better put up with the chaplain's wife until—er—until he returns.”

And it was at that moment that MacAndrew passed by to go into the club, and nodded to me.

“Perhaps your friend might know,” she hazarded.

There was nothing for it, and I rose and caught MacAndrew by the arm. My grip was not gentle, and as he swung round, my eyes blazed a message at him.

“Mrs. Blair has come out to join her husband, Mac,” I said. “You know—Raymond Blair.”

I heard him mutter “'God in heaven!” under his breath.

“I have a sort of idea that he sailed on business by the last boat; didn't he?” I continued.

He took his cue.

“I believe he did,” he said thoughtfully. “Yes—now you mention it—I believe he did.”

And then Jim Maitland began to take a hand in his own masterful way:

“I think you had better do what this gentleman suggests, Sheila. I'll take you back to the hotel, and I'll see that you get a good room. Then you can lie down and rest for a bit, while we find out for certain where your husband is.” He turned to us, and we knew he'd guessed something. “Shall I find you here when I've seen Mrs. Blair to the hotel?”

“We'll be here,” said MacAndrew quietly.

ILENTLY we watched them go up the street. In silence, too, did we wait for his return, save for a brief period when Mac cursed savagely and horribly. with no vain repetitions.

“Where is he, Mac?” I said, as he finished.

“In Dutch Joe's gin-hell,” he answered. “And they're baiting him. He's got no money. Who is the fellow with the pane of glass in his eye?”

“Jim Maitland,” I remarked briefly, and MacAndrew whistled.

“So that's Jim Maitland, is it?” he said slowly. “Well, if one tenth of the yarns I've heard about him are true, there will be murder done to-night.” He looked at me shrewdly. “How does Maitland stand with the girl?”

“Don't ask me,” I answered. “I know no more than you. They both came in to-day's boat; that's all I can tell you. And, anyway, she's Blair's wife.”

MacAndrew grunted, and relapsed once more into silence.

Five minutes later Jim Maitland returned, and strode straight up to us.

“Mrs. Blair is a friend of mine. I don't know her husband from Adam, but I know her. You get me?”

His blue eyes, as hard as steel, searched our faces.

“Well, gentlemen, I'm waiting. I don't know what the game is, but your lies, sir,”—and he turned on me—“wouldn't deceive an unweaned child who knew these parts.”

And, strangely enough, I felt no offense.

“I lied right enough,” I said heavily. “I lied for her benefit, not yours.”

“Why?” snapped Maitland.

“You'd better come and see for yourself,” said MacAndrew.

“Then Raymond Blair is on the island,” said Maitland slowly.

“He is,” returned MacAndrew briefly. “Nothing on God's earth is quite so sure as that.”

And in silence he led the way along the dusty street toward the native part of the little town. Once or twice I stole a glance at Jim Maitland's face as he strode along between us, and it was hard and set. But he spoke no word during the ten minutes it took us to reach Dutch Joe's gin-hell; only a single long-drawn “Ah!” came from his lips when he realized our destination.

“Nothing on God's earth is quite so sure as that,” repeated MacAndrew grimly, as he flung open the door and we stepped inside.

It came with almost as much of a shock to me as it must have to Jim Maitland. For since that day at the club I had not seen Blair again, and if Blair drunk was a pitiful sight, Blair sober was a thousand times worse. Almost, in fact, did I fail te recognize him. He was crawling around the floor like a deg, and barking, and sometimes the spectators kicked him as he passed, and sometimes they threw him a copper, which he clawed at wolfishly.

Leaning over the bar was Dutch Joe, his fat face oozing perspiration and geniality; while, seated at tables round the room, were a dozen or so of the sweepings of every nation—Greeks, English, Germans, Chinamen; they were all there, and temporarily they were united in the common bond of watching a university man giving an imitation of a dog at the order of a swarthy-looking Italian sitting at a table by himself. It was the Italian who noticed us first, and an ugly sneer appeared on his face. Baiting this drunken sot would prove more interesting in front of three of his own countrymen.

“Thank you, Mr. Blair,” he remarked affably. “A most excellent imitation of a pariah; but then, of course you would be able to give a good one of such an animal. You will now please stand on the table and recite to us 'Mary had a little lamb.' You will then get this nice shining dollar.”

MID a shout of half-drunken laughter, Blair, his eyes fixed longingly on the silver coin which the Italian was holding loosely in his hand, proceeded to climb on one of the tables. Shaking and quivering, he was a dreadful sight.

I had one brief vision of a man whose nostrils were white, and who wore that very unnecessary eyeglass, going in on that baiter; and then the fighting began. Mercifully for us, Blair had subsided foolishly in a corner and was forgotten. The one thing they all understood—a gin-hell fight—had taken his place. And in a gin-hell fight you scrap with the nearest man to you whose nationality is not your own. Wherefore, out of the tail of my eye I saw no fewer than four fights going on in different parts of that bar, while Dutch Joe, no longer genial, cursed every one impartially.

It was hot while it lasted—so hot that I had no chance to see what an artist Jim Maitland was till quite the end. I was too busy myself with a greasy Portuguese who tried to knife me. But I got in on the point of his chin, and he slept, even as a child. Then I saw Jim do a thing I have never seen before or since. His Italian—the main Blair-baiter—had gone down twice and was snarling like a mad dog.

Like a flash of light he flung a knife at Maitland—and I heard afterward that he could skewer a card to the wall at ten paces. It was then that Jim did this thing—so quick that my eye scarce followed it. He side-stepped and caught the knife in his right hand by the hilt, and, so it seemed to me, all in the same motion he flung it back. And the next moment it was quivering in the fleshy part of the right arm of that Italian.

“Get out of it,” said Jim tersely; “I'll bring Blair.”

I got MacAndrew, who was enjoying himself in his own way with an unpleasant-looking Teuton in a corner, and together we made our way to where Maitland had hauled Blair to his feet. We all got round him and rushed him through the door out into the sunny street. I was sweating and MacAndrew was breathing hard, but Jim hadn't turned a hair. His eyeglass was still in position, his clothes were as immaculate as ever, and his face wore a faint, satisfied smile.

“Not bad,” he remarked quietly; “but it was time to leave. They'll be drawing guns soon.”

With Jim on one side and me on the other, while MacAndrew pushed behind, we got Raymond Blair along, gibbering foolishly. We took him to MacAndrew's house, and we dropped him in a chair.

“Merciful God!” said Jim, after he'd taken stock of the poor sodden wreck. “How can such things be? This thing—married to that divine girl.”

He said the last sentence under his breath, but I heard it, and I saw the look in his eyes.

“What are we going to do?” he continued. “She's come out here from England to join her husband whom she hasn't seen for five years. She thinks he's a prosperous fruit trader. And there he is. What are we going to do?”

“He's better when he's drunk,” said MacAndrew. “He's almost normal then.”

“But, good heavens, man!” cried Jim angrily, “do you propose that he should be kept permanently drunk by his wife?”

“There's the alternative,” answered MacAndrew, quietly pointing to the chair.

For a while there was silence, broken only by the mutterings of Blair.

“Why on earth didn't you say he was dead?”

Jim swung round on me, and I shrugged my shoulders.

“It might have been better, I admit,” I answered. “But think of the complications. And at any moment he might heave in sight himself—normal, as MacAndrew says.”

Jim Maitland paced up and down, smoking furiously. Suddenly he stopped, and I saw he had come to a decision.

“There's only one thing for it,” he said. “His wife must know: it's impossible to keep it from her. If we say he's gone on a voyage, she'll wait here till he comes back. If we say he's dead—well, even she will hardly swallow the yarn that we've only discovered the fact since we last saw her. Besides,”—he frowned suddenly—“I can't say he's dead. There are reasons.”

“Ay,” said MacAndrew shrewdly; “let's take that for granted.”

“She's got to see him at his best, you understand—at his best. And then—if, well—if—”

He was staring out of the window, and MacAndrew's eyes and mine met.

“Ay, lad,” said the gruff Scotchman gently, “it's the only straight game.”

He rose and crossed to a cupboard in the corner, and having opened it he took out a bottle of gin. Without a word he handed it to Blair, and then, signing to us to follow him, he left the room.

“There are things,” he said, “on which it is best for a man not to look.”

“Will one bottle be enough?” asked Jim Maitland.

“There's plenty more where it came from,” answered MacAndrew, and with that we sat down to wait.

IVE minutes passed; ten—and then we heard the sounds of footsteps coming along the passage. They were comparatively steady, and Jim, who had been standing motionless, staring out of the window, swung slowly round as the door opened and Raymond Blair came in. He was still shaky; his face was still gray and lined, but he was sane. He was a man again, as far as in him lay, and in his hand he held an empty bottle of gin.

“I thank you, MacAndrew,” he said quietly. “It was badly needed.”

And then he saw Jim Maitland, and paused as he realized that there was a stranger present.

“Mr. Blair, I believe,” remarked Jim in an expressionless voice.

“That is my name,” returned the other.

“I have recently arrived from England, Mr. Blair,” continued Jim, “and your wife was on the same boat.”

Raymond Blair clutched at the table with a little shaking cry.

“She is at the hotel,' went on Jim inexorably, “waiting to see her husband, whom she believes to be a prosperous fruit trader.”

I couldn't help feeling sorry for the poor devil—his distress was too pitiful. Even Jim Maitland's eyes softened a little as, bit by bit, the rambling, incoherent secrets and degradations of his soul came out.

We heard how he'd lied to her in his letters, writing glowing accounts of the success of his fictitious business; we heard how, on one excuse and another, he'd prevented her coming out to join him. And we heard that the money which he'd received each month had come not from any business at home, but from her, out of the small private means she had. And he had pretended he was investing it for her in the island. All that and many other things did we hear as we sat in the darkening room—things that may not be written in black and white.

And then, gradually, a new note crept into his voice—the note of hope. The reason for the non-arrival of the usual remittance was clear now: she had come—his little Sheila. With her at his side he could make a new start; she would help him to fight against his craving. And then, at last, he fell silent, while MacAndrew lit the lamp on the table beside him. Jim's face, I remember, was in the shadow; but instinctively MacAndrew and I said nothing; it was for that tall, clean-living sportsman to speak first.

And at length we heard his voice, quiet and assured.

“You had better come and see her at the hotel now, Mr. Blair. But on one thing I insist. You must tell her what you have told us here to-night; otherwise I shall tell her myself.”

And that was almost the last I ever saw of Raymond Blair. I saw him go to his wife in the hotel; I saw her welcome him with a glad little cry, though even then it seemed to me that her eyes went over his shoulder to Jim. And then, gray and shaking, he went to her room, while the man who had no right there turned on his heel and strode out into the night. And MacAndrew and I had a split whisky-and-soda, and discussed some futility, being made that way.

N hour later she came down the stairs, and her face made me catch my breath with the pity of it. But she came up to me quite steadily, and we both rose.

“Where is Mr. Maitland?” she asked quietly, and at that moment he came in.

And from then on her eyes never left his face; as far as she was concerned, MacAndrew and I were nonexistent.

“Why did you give him that bottle of gin?” she asked, still in the same quiet voice. “Why did you send my husband to me drunk just after he had recovered from a dose of fever?”

I saw MacAndrew's jaw drop, but it was Jim Maitland I was staring at. After one sudden start of pure amazement, he gave no sign; he just stood there quietly, looking at her with grave, thoughtful eyes.

“I trusted you utterly,” she went on. “You were good to me on the boat—and I thought you were my friend. And you presumed—you dared to presume—that you might become more than that. You thought, I suppose, that if I saw Raymond drunk I might leave him in disgust—and that you— Oh! how dared you do such a wicked, wicked thing?”

I opened my mouth to speak, and Jim Maitland's hand gripped my arm like a steel vise. And I saw that he was looking over her head—upstairs. For just a second I caught a glimpse of Raymond Blair, staring at him beseechingly—his hands locked together in agonized entreaty; then the vision vanished, and once more Jim was looking gravely at the girl, with a strangely tender expression in his eyes.

She seemed to have forgotten our existence; her world consisted at the moment of the poor derelict upstairs and Jim Maitland—the man who had made him drunk.

“Have you anything to say—any excuse to make?” she asked at length, and he shook his head.

“You cur,” she whispered very low. “Oh, you cur!”

Then, without a backward glance, she went up to her room like a young queen, and we heard the door close. And after a while he turned to us with a little twisted smile on his face.

“It's better so,” he said gravely; “much better so.”

But MacAndrew was not so easily appeased. His sense of fair play was outraged, and he said as much to Maitland.

“He's lied—yonder swine,” he growled. “He's lied to her after his promise to you. She should be told.”

The smile vanished from Jim Maitland's lips, and he stared very straight at the Scotchman.

“The man who tells her,” he said quietly, “answers for it to me.”

And with that he swung out of the hotel.

HUS ended my first meeting with Jim Maitland. We left on the boat next day, and I saw him leaning over the stern, staring at the island till it was but a faint smudge on the horizon. Then he went to his cabin, and I saw him no more till the following morning.

He sat down at ten o'clock and played poker for six hours without a break: won a hundred and fifty pounds, and rose from the table with the concentrated weariness of all hell in his eyes.- And two days later he left the boat.

It was six months before I saw him again. I was up in Nagaski [sic], and he lounged into the bar just before dinner. He greeted me as if we had parted the day before, and we took our cocktails outside. And after a while he looked at me with a faint smile.

“Been back to Tampico, Leyton?”

“No,” I answered; “have you?”

“Just come from there.” He took out his pocket-book. “There's an additional ornament in the island.”

He handed me a photograph, and I stared at it in silence. It was the cemetery. In the center rose a big white stone cross, and on the cross was written:

“How long ago did it happen?” I asked.

“He lasted three months—and he nearly broke her heart. But she stuck it—and she never complained, MacAndrew told me. And when it was over she went home to England.”

“Why don't you go after her?” I said quietly, and Jim Maitland stared at the cherry tree opposite.

“'You cur,'” he said below his breath. “'Oh, you cur!' Man, I can hear her now. And I'd have given my hopes of heaven for that girl.”

“Then you're a fool,” I answered. “Go back to her.”

But he shook his head.

“She wouldn't understand, old man; she wouldn't understand. No—I'm a wanderer born and bred: and I shall wander to the end. But it's a funny life—sometimes—isn't it?”

He glanced at his watch. “What about some dinner?”

And that may be said to be the beginning of the five years.